the unimportant one.

its time to blog again..
means i m still emo. haha
i juz cant stand it anymore..
y m i falling deeply n nvr pull myself up..
ya. i m suffer..
i really cant accept that i will be falling for a u.
which is the most wrong thing that i ever did in my life..
i promised.. nt to be the third party..
i wont. n i really wont.
bt y cant things juz go smooth and normal like how i treated u be4 he came back to KL??
i really feel happy at this moment..
i nvr request for anything.
juz wish to be with u.. study together with u.
hang out together with u..
send u home. sms with u.
thats all...
i enjoy this. n nvr regret..

我知道，有些事情，不是喜欢就可以这样做
我尽量控制我自己对你的一切感觉
尽量控制自己的心情
我真的希望有一天可以好像对以前的‘她’那样对你。
我现在唯一能做的。
就是看着你和他开开心心的过日子。
身为朋友的我，一定会为你感到高兴。
你会活得很快乐。
虽然他不会是一个一百分的男友，但他是唯一一个能让你快乐，开心的男人。
你们会很幸福的。
相信自己，相信他。
我不介意，你在伤心的时候来找我。
我一定会尽我所能，哄你开心。
这也是我，唯一能为你做的事。

-engleong-

a wrong decision

made a wrong decision yesterday..
bt nvr regret.
i real y hope i can better in future.. forget everything, n start my new life..
is juz a wrong timing.
study hard. study smart..
study for STPM..
stress go away..
n success will come to me..
haha..
blog is really a nice place for me to express a~~
feel better now..

-engleong-

stress? yes. i m..

haha.. studying in jing si now..
very boring a!!!
chemistry make me upset lol.
i dunno y i m so weak in form 6 chemistry..
i used to score high mark when i was form 5
i really dun understand wad it is talking about.
please save me..

currently stress n worry about another things.
which make me even more stress..
haiz.
i love to study in jing si..
with frens.
haha.. tan jie want to see my blogging process..
haha.. n now she is playing with my nike shoes..

stress.. pls go away..
i wan to study...
chemistry.. i muz defeat u!!!!!
i know i can..
n blog... u r a nice place for me to express my feeling..

-engleong-